Confidential: Ouch

I never thought of him that way. He was always just a good friend. Just a pal to goof off with. Just a person, not... guy really...

The movie with her, "only tell her" he said, and then he left with her, said goodbye with his eyes following her out the door.

I never thought of him that way, but i've know that pain before. only once, but I've known it. He should just be a friend. Anything else seems strange, but it's there never the less.

Ouch