5/23/12

Summer

Wearing a smile a mile wide
Floating on the wings of a dragonfly
These are the things of summer
Uncertain sights of a firefly
Sugar sweet scent of an apple pie
These are the things of dreams
Glittering wings of a butterfly
Sunsets glittering on high tide
These are the things of summer
Fuzzy side cricket lullabies
Skipping stones on a cloudless sky
The thrill of seventeen

Grow

Tuck your toes into the earth
Cool their tips and let them spread
Poke your nose above the soil
Uncurl your back and free your head
Stretch above the sunlit grass
Raise your hands toward the sky
Loose your hair and show your face
View the world with golden eyes
You have little time before
The sky is filled with winter's snow
But now the spring is new and full
Drink the sun and learn to grow

Existing

The road ahead is wondrous
But I'm always glancing back
Free to roam the future
And terrified to leave the past
'Tis for each man to live but once
And of nothing else concern
Existing in two worlds means you
Get nothing in return

Bird's Eye View

Oh the things that you must see
Floating high so ominously
All the smiles and all the tears
The cries, the sighs, the jeers, the cheers
Lives that live as time flies by
Beneath your feathers in the sky
Your shadow passes over me
And I wonder at what you must see

5/19/12

Shoes

Speckled sneakers
Charteuse flats
Neon sandals
Fresh white spats
Sparkling high heels
Socks with fruit
Layered converse
Leather boots
Black galoshes
Or none at all
When you look down
You see them all

5/18/12

Reaching

I feel you reaching out to me
With feelings split and frayed
I would be your hand to hold
But my words get in the way
There are things I wish to say
To ease your wintery storm
But who am I to speak of pain
What have I to make you warm

5/5/12

A Janitor Knows

A janitor knows
What nobody knows
And nobody knows it but he
For, beside his big brooms
And his cleaning of rooms
There's always a new world to see
A janitor's keys
Can open strange things
Things that all others have missed
Like unnoticed doors
And sub-basement floors
And attics that don't quite exist
A janitor knows
And sometimes it shows
Whenever a janitor grins
For, when school is out
He will let loose a shout
And then the adventure begins

~To Dad

Stuck

If he could only see himself
I bet that he would laugh
He is a quite amusing scene
This beetle on his back
Legs all flailing in the air
It never is enough
I'm sure it hakes him dizzy
But he says it makes him tough
I suppose that he, one day
Will finally get the knack
But until then, I guess he's stuck
This beetle on his back

4/29/12

Half Dreaming

Maybe it's something in the air
It could be a dream, but I don't care
Because there's something
That wakes me feel like singing

Maybe the sunlight through the trees
It could be the tickling summer breeze
But in this moment
I'm smiling for no reason

Maybe the moonlight's milky glow
It could be the stars, but I don't know
But in this moment
I'm smiling for no reason

So let me breathe it in
This instant of half dreaming

Anniversary

One year
That's huge
12 months
52 weeks
365 days
2 butterfly migrations
100 bike rides
1,000,000 text messages
1,000,000,000 moments of happiness
1 person
That's huge
It means something

4/23/12

Happenstance

People coming within reach
     Then spinning fast away
Splitting paths that could be joined
     If not for such delay
What can cause their wishful sighs?
     A shroud of doubt between their eyes
Builds a wall of cautiousness
     To keep true thoughts at bay

Thunderstorm

Pitter patter soft of rain
Outside my open window
Spring time breeze and cooling air
And thunder gently rumbles
Rain of rising, pounding din
Outside my open window
Nearing flash and whistling wind
And thunder deeply rumbles
Sheets of rain in ceaseless sound
Outside my open window
Blinding light and howling wind
And claps that fade to rumbles
Rain that fades to softened drips
Outside my open window
The scent of storm on whispering breeze
And distant thunder rumbles

Sign

May I have a sign?
Something, Anything!
To go by, to walk by, to be guided by
A lamp, a light, a star, a sign
For peace, for sleep, for me
Anything. Please, Anything!
Oh Lord, please send me a sign

Frowning

It's a drag to get caught in a frown'Cause folks always think that you're down
You can tell them you're great
But, of course, it's too late
What a drag, getting caught in a frown

Front

Grassy lawns
But bolted doors
Cozy porch
But locks for sure
Glowing lamps
But tight drawn blinds
Gracious hearts
But cautious minds
Are we afraid
Of what could be
Or are we afraid
Of what others might see

4/5/12

Dandelion Girl

There she sits with golden hair
Picking flowers with tender care
She will sit for hours on end
Tying crowns from fragile stems
Yellow blooms in dawning light
Just beginning, soft and bright
Holding tight to sunlit days
Until her hair begins to grey
Now she holds them tight in hand
Snow white flowers around her stand
Hands as frail as wilting stems
And silver hair in autumn wind
Her eyes will close and she will pray
Then send the seeds to float away

Screech


Cackling, screeching birds of night
Upon my dreams you prey
All that I can do is scream
And hope you'll fly away

Sailing

White lights glow on tips of waves
A cool breeze whips my hair
Night grows darker, deeper still
And this ship can glide on air
The smokey clouds caress the stars
The cold wind stings my eyes
And yet my shivers keep me warm
On this cruise through murky skies





Surprise

In the afternoon
As the gold sun sets
The world's not as it seems
The common things
And normal sights
Fade softly into dreams
Fluttering leaves
In the evening wind
Are prancing squirrels at play
And patterns of sun
Turn to doves with wings
To carry them away
The blooming tips
Of clovers change
To graceful butterflies
Each corner unturned
And blink of an eye
Reveals a wondrous surprise

3/12/12

Midnight Lament

What right has a man
To promising
How secure can our promises be
For tomorrow's unknown
And all can change
Though truthful you may try to be
What right has a man
To say he loves
When one can not even say why
Would not it be better
To keep one's mouth shut
Rather than drown in a lie

Horizon

Just on the horizon
Is the person I will be
A future so much wider
That I would dare conceive
But, between me and that future
There are choices I must make
Stairs to climb, knowledge to gain
And giant steps to take
Will I be the expected one
And do what I am told
Will I be the inventive one
And push beyond the old
Or will I be another name
To disappear unknown
Will I live for others' good
Or will I die alone
Every breath that I will take
And everything I learn
Leads me to a time when I
Will proudly take my turn
My steps are getting faster
As I run into the dawn
The horizon's so much closer
And the clock is racing on

Pretty

Peeking at a clouded mirror
Reflecting on how others see her
Enhancing things much worse for wear
To meet a bashful, cheerful stare
Trapped in what the world believes
Yet, still she knows there's more to see

2/20/12

This Wall

For happiness' sake
What a good friend you'd make
If only it weren't for this wall
For I can see you
And you see me, too
But the hole we look through is too small
With a couple of sticks
And some skills and some tricks
I probably could reach the top
Then we would shake hands
My, that would be grand
And the fun that we'd have would not stop
But the top of this wall
Is unthinkably tall
And to reach it could take all night
So we must be content
With this hole that was meant
For only our ears and our sight
I guess we'll stay here
And talk for a year
And, maybe, someday we'll grow tall
Then we'll do all the things
That friendship can bring
If only it weren't for this wall

~With the help of Steve :)

2/15/12

Clouds

Why do the clouds move so quickly
Where do the clouds have to go
Do clouds have urgent appointments?
Or do they just go with the flow?
Do they think the same thing of me?
Though, to them, my fast must be slow
How silly it must seem for me
To have places that I have to go

Red and Blue

Roses are red
And violets are blue
These were the first words
Rosie Jones ever knew
Born on Valentine's Day
Rosie Jones always knew
That the right one would come
And say, "I love you"
When others would ask
How she knew it was true
She'd say, "Roses are red
And violets are blue"
Then one day he came
And he made Rosie swoon
So they made plans to marry
In the middle of June
Rosie wore red
And he wore bright blue
They smiled wide together
And they both said, "I do"
And when others would ask
Just how Rosie knew
She'd say, "Because roses are red
And violets are blue."

2/8/12

White Pants

They're a statement of great power
A symbol of control
A testament of purity
They're anything but dull
White pants

They're the pinnacle of fashion
A sign of life at ease
A gem of reassurance
They're glamour for the knees
White pants

They nearly stand alone
Most all the world's a fan
Definition of high class
Too good for mortal man
White pants

2/4/12

1223.3 mi

May I hold your hand?
Oh, how I've missed it so
Would you walk me home?
And please walk extra slow
May I feel your breath?
Oh dear, it's been so long
Will you sing with me?
Because without you it seems wrong
Would you smile for me?
Like you did at our good-bye
And may I...
Would you...
Will you...
Oh, if only I could fly...

1/29/12

Bright

The Cheshire moon beamed bright that night
Just above the Venus star
He grinned to show his teeth and said,
"What a tiny thing you are!"
The Venus star's light faintly dimmed
And she spoke, soft and shy,
"Well, we can't all be quite as bright
As the brightest in the sky."
The Cheshire's smile grew thin and cruel
As he continued on,
"Of course, you can't, but who have I
At night to gaze upon?
My light is all that gives man hope
That day will come anew
And with my light so brightly cast,
For what do I need you?"
But Venus star spoke soft and calm
Her manner unashamed,
"The Sun is what gives you your light
And I am just the same.
Without him, we would both be dark,
On this we can rely.
So, how could we be true to say
It is we who rule the sky?"
The Cheshire moon then shut his mouth
And the night grew black as tar
But a child looked up and smiled to see
The second brightest star

1/14/12

What Am I

What am I
But a cirrus cloud
That changes in the wind
Barely noticed, all in all
My memory small and thin

What am I
But a chalk dust smile
That lasts for but a day
One small storm and in the rain
I'm sure to wash away

What am I
But a springtime leaf
That waves atop a tree
In the fall, I'll fade to brown
And vanish on a breeze

What am I
But another face
Without my King within
A supernumerary
If I cannot live for him

Winter Bird

Winter bird
In a leafless tree
Sing your snowfall song for me
Sing it soft
But sing it strong
And let the blue sky hear your song
So with relief
His face will grey
And winter white will fall away
And when, at last
Your job is through
Please teach me to sing it, too

Secrets

They can ask, but I won't say
They don't want what I give away
They can spill their whole life free
And then expect the same from me
All to prove that they were right
When they were guessing in the night
How dare they make assumptions wide
When they, themselves, have much to hide
Anchored close by curious ears
Feeding on my loves and fears
My heart despises them, it's so
And yet my eyes seem now to know
Because I love that they seem to care
But, oh, how easily they scare
How do I know these things are true?
I know they do, for I do, too.

1/1/12

Lake Lights

Sitting by the glowing lake
With dreams reflected on it
The future wrapped with stars for bows
And none but cold to harm it
Movie screens emerging in
What once was only grass
And smiling people strolling by
With not one second glance
Maybe I'm a fool to think
These lights on waves are mine
But I'm content to sit with feet
That don't quite touch the sky

12/31/11

It's Home

It may have a stair
That creeks underfoot
It may have cat hair
But it's home
It may have a dent
In the door to my room
It may have a strange scent
But it's home
It may sit on a slant
And its rooms might be cramped
Its tap may be cold
And its roof a bit old
It's where we are, though
It may drive me insane
It's not perfect, that's so
But it's home

12/19/11

JSYK36: Small Slice


I never quite grew up. My mind is always looking forward, don't get me wrong, but ice cream, shiny objects and Christmas traditions always tend to tether me tight to the past. As a result, I tend to be a little...different at times. I wave to airplanes whenever they fly over me. I snuggle into a blanket and read Dr. Seuss when I'm feeling down. I wake up early on the first day of summer to watch the sun rise. I sing Christmas carols all year 'round. I only wear shoes that are interesting to stare at when I'm bored. I never leave home without pen and paper for fear of thinking of something I might forget. I sometimes believe I have wings. I string Christmas lights to my backpack. I pray that the stars will stay bright. I walk outside just to stand in the rain. In the summer, I can't sleep without crickets. I am still afraid of the dark. All these things, though smudged by time, are dandelion petals of my childhood. One by one, I see them blow away, and I often wonder what might be left when I have grown.

Weary

Am I weary
From the things that I have done?
Or are my eye lids heavy
From those things as yet to come?
Does my heart grow tired
With the future I've not planned?
Or is my spirit weakened
With the memory I can't stand
It is endless nights
That leave my lying in a heap?
Or are my weary troubles caused
By something more than sleep?

12/15/11

Follow the Leader

Follow me, my floaty friends
And keep yourselves in line
Watch the other bob in front
And follow close behind
Keep your strings close on my heels
And do not float away
I will lead with grounded feet
Parading through the day

12/13/11

Long Night

The lights went out
And so, in night
I wait

For sleep tonight
As every night
Is late

My colored walls
Appear in shades
Of gray

And I count sheep
As seconds tick
Away

Twinkling memories
Keep me wide
Awake

With weighing thoughts
And heavy lids
I wait

Of Small Acquaintance

I saw him standing
In the cold
The man of small acquaintance
His shirt was pressed
His bow tie straight
Shoes shined to please his conscience
He paced the floor
His eyes cast down
In the golden floodlight glow
Did his feet move
To keep him warm
Or out of his control?
His face was normal
Common place
Yet his eyes were deep and warm
His chin resolute
His steps so sure
No shiver shook his form
My eyes then strayed
And of this thing
I'll never clean my conscience
For when I looked up
He was gone
The man of small acquaintance

300!!!

Well, it was a long time coming, but I've reached my 300th post! Thank you all who have stuck with me, and welcome aboard, those who have recently joined the adventure. Your support is definitely welcomed with a Charlie Brown grin :)

11/29/11

Off Balance

The fair, the heel, the crazed, the sane
The wise, the prized, the fool
The brains, the brawn, the sly, the skilled
The sad, the glad, the tool
Each to set the balance straight
Each to take his place
Each to act the way he will
Or each to be replaced
One more face to join the band
Though so small it may be
So will end the perfect mix
Unless one's forced to leave

11/12/11

Of Future Things

Of future things
Of frightened thoughts
Of final choice
Of casting lots

Of further things
Of pressured dreams
Of unmade mind
Of future me

Of forked road paths
Of uncertainty
Of speeding time
Of future things

11/11/11

Come Away With Me

He showed up on her doorstep in the afternoon, when the sky was still blue and his smile was still new, and said, “Come away with me.” So, she went.
            They ran in the grass still warm from the sun. She bought a white balloon and it bobbed behind her as they ran hand in hand. She broke away from him, running faster and faster, her dress billowing around her tanned legs and her hair coming loose in the breeze, until she came to the shore of the lake, breathless.
            By the crystal blue waves, he held her close and whispered in her ear, “Come away with me.” But she put her finger to his lips and said, “Not yet.” Then she ran away with her white balloon tightly in her hand.
            He showed up on her doorstep in the night, when the sky was filled with stars and his smile was still new, and said, “Come away with me.” So, she went.
            They ran through the forest illuminated in the moonlight. She picked a white rose and nestled it in her dark curls as they ran hand in hand. She broke away from him, running faster and faster, the white ribbon in her hair fluttering behind her ponytail and her hair coming loose in the breeze, until she collapsed on a mossy rock, breathless.
            On the cool forest floor, he held her close and whispered in her ear, “Come away with me.” But she put her finger to his lips and said, “Not yet.” Then she ran away with her white rose being jostled loose from her hair.
            He showed up on her doorstep in the early morning, when the sky was filled with clouds and his smile was still new, and said, “Come away with me.” So, she went.
            They ran through the rain cascading in the chilly air. She brought her white umbrella and took shelter beneath it as they ran hand in hand. She broke away from him, running faster and faster, her white rain coat flapping about her arms and her hair coming loose in the breeze, until she stopped under a street lamp, breathless.
            Beneath the golden light, he held her close and whispered in her ear, “Come away with me.” But she put her finger to his lips and said, “Not yet.” Then she ran away with her umbrella almost flying out of her hands.
            He showed up at the train station at dusk, when the world was gray and his smile so old, and yet so new. Her small, white ticket was held tight in her hand, but she did not run. Her old, white dress hung limply over her knees and her hair was tied back tight.
            On the cold, concrete bench, he held her close and whispered in her ear, “Come away with me.” Her ticket fluttered to the ground and, with his hand in hers, she went.

~Ruth Key

11/10/11

Childish

God bless the child's mind
That rests in freedom's ease
Barely touched by worldly stains
They think just as they please

God bless the child's mind
In innocence's caress
All they need do is close their eyes
For their hearts sweet dreams to bless

My mind was once as free as these
As whimsical as the wind
But my castle's lights have faded now
I must have grown since then

10/30/11

So Close

Come so close to
Good bye
Come so close to
So long
Come so close to
Farewell
Come so close to
That's all
But then
You make
Me smile

Scared Stiff

Please don't run away my friend
As I come strolling by
There's no need to brace yourself
Or mind me with your eye
No need to fear what I may hold
No slingshots, traps or guns
No need to blame me for the things
The others may have done
As you stare with beating heart
From high up in your tree
I smile back with sad remorse
For how things have to be

10/25/11

New Start

New start
Fresh start
Clean start
Re-start

New pen
Fresh Page
Clean slate
Re-start

Start new
Start soon
Start now
Begin

Yes, let it begin ☆

10/16/11

Ode to the Last Page

Who can write a chapter's end
Or have the final word
Who can say the perfect line
And play the final chord
Flip a book onto it's back
Turn one page to the left
Feast your eyes, for their it waits
The only page that's left
The page that can reveal it all
Or leave us hanging, stunned
The page that we're all waiting for
Like the setting of the sun
What if it's more than we imagined?
Or what if it lets us down?
Will evil's struggle win at last?
Will happiness abound?
All thoughts rest on the final page
The closing, ending, night
It's influential, powerful
And most difficult to write
Today another closing page
Will have its final say
And leave the thoughts of great last words
Until another day.

(In honor of Poem Book #3. Let a new chapter begin.)

One Nation

What truly makes a country?
Is it hot dogs on a grill?
Is it heads on TV screens
Or rows of grassy hills?
Is it midnight fireworks
Or a century of years?
A blue word in a history book
Or thousands of shed tears?
Is it pride that waves a flag
Or the waves of sparkling foam?
What truly makes a country
But the ones who call it home

10/10/11

My Name

Ruth is a brown word. It means compassion, but it sounds like September and earth and the color of my skin. Elizabeth is a fancy word. It brings to mind queens and duchesses who wear dresses and sip soup out of the sides of their spoons. Key is a professional word. It represents responsibility, holds a hint of mysteriousness, and has the potential to open something amazing. All these things come together to make Ruth Elizabeth Key. REK, that’s me. However, I do not see myself in my name as it rolls off my tongue.
            I was almost named Sarah, which I would later favor in naming my dolls. My parents could not decide between rosy pink Sarah and earthy brown Ruth. Then, one day, as my father was coming home from work, just before I was born, a truck pulled in front of him and almost knocked him off the road. He tried to pull around it, but the truck moved over again, blocking his way. Trapped behind the enormous vehicle, my father, with nothing else to do, stared at its filthy rear. There, written in the brown mud were the words ‘My Name Is Ruth’. My parents called it a sign from God and gave me the name I would forever represent.
            My name comes from the Bible; all my siblings’ names do. Ruth was a young widow who refused to leave her mother-in-law and go back to her own people. She later met her second husband as she was picking the golden brown wheat in his fields. His name was Boaz and her son’s name would be Obed. They are such strange names next to the simple, common Ruth. I often wonder if she ever pondered her name. Did she see herself in letters and hear herself in the sounds?
            My name is easily ignored; easily forgotten. Every now and then I wish I had a name that made people sit up with its sound. It would be a name to present in long curly letters instead of being so small that it hides in the corner of my paper. Perhaps it would have six z’s, ten i’s, and an assortment of q’s. Perhaps it would be so long that a million nick names would only be the beginning. Perhaps it would be something like Pippilotta Delicatessa Windowshade Mackrelmint Efraim's Daughter Longstocking. However, at the end of the day, my name has grown one me. It wouldn’t be right to have any other name but Ruth; brown, fancy, mysterious Ruth Elizabeth Key.
           

10/5/11

DARN.

Darn
No, stop
Can't you see I'm fighting
I won't do this again
I'm marked by loss and heartbreak as you can clearly see
I'm too far gone to even think of words like you and me
My eyes track you about the room despite my frame of mind
Then you smile and I'm stuck on how you're smart and sweet and kind....
I could do this again
Maybe I'll stop fighting
No, stop
Darn.

Things I've Seen

Caterpillar cities
Whipped cream pies
Giant looming snowmen
And rainbow hair ties
These are the things I have seen

Acorns blown from tree limbs
Firefly parades
Islands flanked by concrete
and possums in the shade
These are the things I have seen

Snow up to the rooftops
Rabbits brown and lean
Wide expanse of nothing
And rivers cool and clean
These are the things I have seen

Gecko frills of scarlet
Rains that never end
Oceans bright and frightening
And hours to play pretend
These are the things I have seen

Dogwoods white with blossoms
Birds who sing at night
Raindrops on the footbridge
And rainbows in the light
These are the things I have seen

So much more to notice
Too much to take in
I must stay attentive
Lest a miracle begin
For I have so much more to see

9/28/11

Monarch

Wings of orange
Traced in black
Fly to the distance
And then fly back
Majestic grace
And random flight
Fleeting faint shadows
And slight glow of light
Hovering weightless
Above my eyes
Please loan to me
You bright neon dyes
So you are brown
Of earth and of clay
And tiger eyes
Can be mine today

9/17/11

Mena Tanda Wena

Hold me tight
Help me capture this one night
Don't ever let go
As we gaze at the stars down below
Take my hand
Before we're out of sand
By the light of the moon
I promise we'll be together soon
In the dark
Your smile gives off blue sparks
Keep me in your dreams
Forever's not as long as it seems

9/14/11

Sky-Eyed


(Jem is a character I use when I just want to write. Often she ends up a character who represents myself, and other times is at the mercy of my imagination. Please enjoy just a small piece of Jems story)

Sky- Eyed


             It was one of those perfect days; the days that beckon you into the sun with warm fingers as your toes sink into the cool, moist grass. It was one of those days when something is bound to happen, because you can feel it in the air. And it was on this perfect day that Jem went for a bike ride.

            By now, Jem had the neighborhood pretty well memorized. She knew where to turn left to avoid dead ends and where to turn right to avoid busy streets. She knew where the hills went up and where they went down. She knew where the curb stood defiant and where it surrendered to a ramp. She knew the stop signs, the strange houses, and the bumps in the road. As far as she knew, she knew everything.
            For this reason, it was nothing new when Jem turned right down the road with the house that looked like a barn; the one with the barking dog and the tricky turn that always came too soon. No, the street was just as it always was, just as it should be. But, halfway to the end, a loud clang and loss of momentum was a sure sign that her bike was far from as it should be.
            The day was so calm and still that it almost seemed like a crime for the chain to have fallen from its usual path, implementing chaos in the placid scene. Knocking down her kickstand with her heel, Jem swung off her injured bike and inspected the damage. Yep. The chain had come off, alright.
            She pulled at the metal links, slippery with oil, and tried fruitlessly to put it back in its proper place. Her fingers quickly became useless and she came to the realization that she had no idea what she was doing. Rocking back on her heels, she tried to will the chain into place when a voice startled her. “Do you need some help?”
            Almost losing her balance, Jem scrambled to her feet and spun in the direction of the voice. The eyes she met were a summer blue, matching the tint of the cloudless sky. His sun sprinkled hair fell gently just above his raised eyebrow and his crooked smile revealed a dimple in his right cheek. He wore a green flannel shirt over a grey T and his jeans had grass stains from being used well. It took Jem a long moment to realize she had been asked a question.
            “It’s really nothing,” she stammered, reaching for the bike handle to steady herself. Her shaking hand, however, hit the handle hard and sent the bike tilting, pausing for a hopeful moment, and then falling on its side with a terrible crash.
            The boy winced as the heap of metal clamored to the ground and watched Jem curiously as she ran to the other side of the bike to return it to its upright position. “I really can take care of it,” she said nervously, “I mean, how hard can it be to fix a chain, right?” As she said this, she leaned on the bike seat, causing it to fall the other direction and, this time, taking Jem right along with it as it tumbled down in a tangle of arms, legs, and bike frame.
            She moaned as the boy gently took hold of her arm and helped her up before he stood her bike on its kickstand once again. He bent down and looked at the chain. “I can fix it, but I need some tools. Fixing this with your hands wouldn’t be fun.” He straightened up and made sure the bike was steady. “I’ll be right back. Try not to fall over, okay?” he smiled with a small chuckle at her tousled appearance. He spun on his heel and ran for the garage of the house behind them.
            “You really don’t have to do that!” she hollered after him, but it was half hearted. Jem sank to the curb and put her chin in her hands. The day grew quiet around her again and the perfectness settled back where it had been disturbed. The big tree that grew in the full, green lawn cast wispy shadows over Jem’s bare arms and left patches of sunlight on the street in front of her sneaker toes.
            Feeling her muscles relax, she leaned back into the cool grass that gave way to her reclining back. She gazed at the brilliant blue sky that was cloudless and clear through the leaves of the big tree. The sun warmed her face and the grass was so soft that she closed her eyes to freeze time right where it was.
            She lost herself in the warmth of the day and the smell of the fresh cut grass and the song of the birds. She was so lost, in fact, that she it took her a moment to notice the shadow that fell over her face. Her eyes flew open and she was surprised to see the sky-eyed boy looking down at her with his crooked smile. “I wasn’t gone that long, was I?” His smile grew bigger with every word.
            Jem stood quickly to her feet and brushed the stray grass blades from her hair. She tried to meet his eyes, but shied away, grabbing for something intelligent to say. “I kinda need to be home soon.”
            He walked over to the bike and squatted to get in a better working position. “Don’t worry about it. It’s just a quick fix.” His hands moved steadily and accurately with a time tested skill. She watched his fingers as they somehow put the chain impossibly back in place. He carefully put the tools back in the toolbox, wiped the oil from his hands on his jeans, and motioned toward the finished product proclaiming, “Good as new!”
            She walked hurriedly toward the bike, words pouring from her open mouth. “Thanks a lot, it looks great, but I really have to go and…” Just then, her foot slipped of the curb and she came crashing down on the sky-eyed boy who, in turn, fell onto the bike, knocking it to the ground for a third time.
            For a moment, Jem’s nose was only inches from the boy’s. Quickly, she scrambled off of him and rushed to stand the bike up. The boy also reached for the handles and, without warning, his hand was on top of hers. And it didn’t move.
            Jem looked down at the hand and then up at his eyes. For a moment, she was transfixed by his crooked smile, his sun-sprinkled hair, and his sky blue eyes. And the next moment, she was speeding away, her mind an undefined blur as she sailed on the summer breeze. And she felt it more than she felt anything else, because it was that kind of day.
            When she finally grew tired of pedaling and the sun was beginning to set, she looked up and saw the world around her again. She didn’t recognize streets, or the bumps, or the curbs, or the houses.
            And all Jem could do was sit on her bike and smile as she shook her head because she had gotten lost.

9/4/11

Falling Asleep

Falling asleep to raindrop taps
Falling asleep to hums
Falling asleep to cricket chirps that sing away the sun
Falling asleep to tick-tock clocks
Falling asleep to Bach
Falling asleep to lightning bolts that thunder in the dark
Falling asleep to murmurs whispered late into the night
Falling asleep to wind chimes twinkling ever soft and light
Falling asleep...
Falling asleep...
Falling asleep...
Goodnight.............

Seeing Things

Thought I saw you in 6th grade
But it wasn't really you
Because as soon as you were gone
The feeling was gone, too
Thought I saw my partner in crime
But it wasn't really you
There was someone else you had in mind
I just didn't quite know who
Thought I saw you at the fair
But it wasn't really you
Even though you held my hand
Some things even you can't do
Then I saw you, smiling there
On that moonlit night of blue
And now I see you everywhere
But it's never really you

Cicada Song

When the sun is high
And the day is warm
The hidden cicadas
Begin their song
They serenade sun rays
Precisely at ten
From a hum to crescendo
Then grow silent again
Exaggerating heat waves
And encouraging sun
Chattering their tune
Until the day is done

8/8/11

Peaced Together

Two castles stood atop a hill
Their peace was widely taught
Their harmony would outlast the sun
The other castles thought
Then, one dark night, when all was still
One stone was cast in spite
Not one man knew from which side it came
But it was what sparked the fight
A heated war consumed the hill
With catapults and bows
The clovers white engulfed in flames
Yet the hatred seemed to grow
They would not stop 'til the other fell
And one's justice had been found
So not one brick was left intact
Both castles scattered on the ground
Their remnants tumbled down the hill
Breaking through the others' walls
Creating chaos throughout the land
And they might have lost it all
Had not one knight waved his white flag high
And admitted he was wrong
So the forgiving kingdom rebuilt itself
And again the peace was long
The white flag flew from every tower
So the lesson would always live
Peace comes when one can admit his wrongs
And the other can forgive

7/28/11

Pigeon Toed

A heart that is unstable
Is most likely to cumble
At the slightest touch
So I shut my shy eyes tight
Don't wish to be impolite
But I can't take much
The pigeon on the high wire
Seems not to mind the danger
Though it's real and true
So why am I so awkward
And refuse to say a word
Near someone like you


7/25/11

July Shower

Pour down on this desert face
All my mud stained scars erase
Fill my cracks and make me whole
Cool my heart and ease my soul
Thunder clouds with lightning bright
Fray the ghostly, gloomy night
And let rain kisses grace my nose
While I whisper to the wind that blows
For not a drop does fall in vain
When cool night air is filled with rain

(Photo compliments of J.T. Wyncott http://jtwyncott.blogspot.com/ )

7/21/11

JSYK35: Giving All

Imagine for a moment that you no longer had a home to live in. You spend your nights on a cold street, not knowing when you will find food. When winter comes, you shiver each night. When summer comes, you brave the harsh heat. There's no where for you to escape the rain, and the idea of a soft bed is only a fading dream.

Imagine for a moment that you become severely ill. They say you will live a full life, but you can barely move. Speaking is out of the question and you're confined to your bed. Your illness causes you constant pain and each day you wake up is another day of suffering.

Imagine for a moment that you become an outcast. Everyone for miles does not even acknowledge your existence. You have no person on earth to talk to, no one to share your memories with, no family to be comforted by, and you are forced to live secluded and alone.

Imagine for a moment that everything you ever worked for, everything you ever dreamed of is taken away from you. In a few short seconds, the life you have built up for yourself is nothing but a memory and there is absolutely nothing you can do about it.

Now, what if all you had to do to prevent all this was say NO to God.

Recently, God has shown me what it really means to give it all to Him. All doesn't mean just the things you want to give up, or those things that are easy to give up, but ALL OF IT. It isn't fun or enjoyable, and it certainly is NOT easy, but it is God's command for us to follow Him whatever the cost.
"You must obey my laws and be careful to follow my decrees. I am the Lord your God. Keep my decrees and laws, for the man who obeys them will live by them. I am the Lord." ~Leviticus 18:4-5
Wow, that scared me. But then God also promises that He will be there for us no matter what we go through. Understanding that is such a comfort to me, even when things don't go as I planned, they're always going according to His plan, and He's watching out for me every step of the way. He'll never leave me or forsake me.
"At my first defense, no one came to my support, but everyone deserted me. May it not be held against them. But the Lord stood at my side and gave me strength, so that through me the message might be fully proclaimed and all the gentiles might here it. And I was delivered from the lion's mouth. The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and will bring me safely to his heavenly kingdom. To Him be the glory for ever and ever. Amen." ~2 Timothy 4:16-18

7/16/11

Friendly

Say, you! Over there
With the curly brown hair
Would you like to be my friend?
Excuse my manners
For to greet you right
I must first shake your hand
I'd like a pal
A fun loving gal
To talk about rain
When the weather is plain
Do you like my hat?
Well, we can share that
And cookies, too
If that's alright with you
Oh?
You have somewhere else to go?
Then please don't stay on my behalf
I'll find another to share a laugh

Say, you! In the red
If you please, turn your head
Would you like to be my friend?
No, don't be alarmed
For I only wish
Salutations to extend
I'd love a bud
Who would roll in the mud
And chase after the sun
'Til the star show's begun
Do you like sharing dreams
About butterfly wings?
We could share them all day
If you think it's okay
Who?
You say you have something else to do?
Well, I won't be the one to stand in your way
I'll just find another who wishes to play

Say, you! On the street
With your fast moving feet
Would you like to be my friend?
You seem rather nice
Though I've not known you long
And a good friend is hard to pretend
A companion is good
In a rock skipping mood
And for making up tales
About dolphins and whales
Do you like watching snow?
It's a very good show
And so many things, too
That we both could do
I see.
You have somewhere else to be.
There must be someone who's friendly out there
I just have to find them, 'cause I know they're somewhere

So often the world can be filled with dead ends
When picking through strangers in search of good friends

7/15/11

Starlight

A couple months ago, a group of my closest friends and I came up with the idea for a story. The idea came from the fact that we thought we could be the perfect team, no matter what we were doing. That idea grew into a plot twisting, super involved idea about five young people (Michael, Sasha, Bryan, Rose, and Lance) led by an older man (Rayburn) who were expert thieves in search of a mysterious artifact that has yet to be determined.

I, being the writer in the group, was unofficially put in charge of creating this mind boggling and confusing story. Most of what I have finished is only small tid bits that I hope will some day come together perfectly. I am also currently in the process of writing the longest chunk of the story so far. But, some of the pieces I have written have become my favorite scenes over all.

I have below one of those small tid bits, the most recently written, for your literary entertainment. It comes rather in the center of the story, so I'll give a small back ground over view of what you'll need to know. Lance has a case of amnesia and can't remember much at all, including his name, which he can only guess at. Rose is the computer geek, but whimsical at the same time. She concerns herself with creating a family within the group and listens to anything Micheal tells her, clinging to him as often as possible. Before this scene takes place, Micheal tells Rose 'there's no reason' for Lance to fall in love with her and that she shouldn't think about silly things like that. Anyway, it's a little confusing, I know, but I wanted to share a glimpse of my writer side:

Starlight


The cool night air felt good against Lance’s skin as the elevator door opened to the roof. Far off lit windows shimmered like fireflies and a few sounds of the busy city escaped up to his ears, but he was pretty high up. As long as he didn’t think about the height, the roof was the best place to get fresh air.

Lance took a long, deep breath and was about to head back down, when he noticed someone else was on the roof. Lying on her back with her closed eyes to the stars was Rose. She had her patchwork quilt from her bedspread out on the cold concrete and was lying so perfectly still that Lance thought she might be asleep.

Trying not to disturb her, he sat down on the quilt next to her, feeling its soft texture beneath him. He smiled when he saw Rose’s striped socks at the ends of her purple pajama pants. He watched her chest move up and down slowly as she breathed in the night air around them. Her face looked so perfectly calm with just a hint of a smile on her lips and a lock of her brown hair fluttering about her forehead. She really was beautiful.

Turning his eyes toward the sky, he marveled at the great expanse of stars that twinkled high above the rooftops. He laid back admiring them and wondering if each one had a name. He wondered if they knew their names, knew the remarkable legacy they had left behind in thousands of brilliant minds just by being in the sky each night. And, if not, perhaps the stars were closer to him than he had originally perceived.

“There’s no pattern,” whispered Rose’s tinkling voice. Lance turned to see her brown eyes wide open and reflecting the glistening universe. “I’ve been up here every night since my first day, watching them, thinking, someday, maybe I’ll see the reasoning; why each star is where it is. But, every night all I see is chaos; no pattern.”

Lance’s eyes were glued to Rose as she spoke, unable to pull themselves away, and somewhere, he found the courage to speak. “Maybe some things don’t need a reason, a program, or a pattern. Maybe they just are.” Where did that come from, he wondered.

Rose seemed to think this over for a moment, her brow wrinkling ever so slightly, before saying, “Michael says everything has a pattern.”

Somewhere inside Lance, a small pain emerged at her words, as real as if he had pricked his finger. He turned his head back toward the stars and found himself asking, “You love him, don’t you?”

Rose laughed; a beautiful sound that was small but full, like the chiming of a hundred small bells. “Oh no,” she giggled. “No, Michael is like my older brother. He’s always looking out for me, but he’s too much of a worry to fall in love with. Besides, he can be rather crazy sometimes.” Her glowing eyes stayed focused above as her smile lit up her soft face. Lance couldn’t help but smile back.

There was a warm silence that settled between the two of them, the night seemed to wrap itself around them and keep them safe from everything. All of Lance’s fears and questions seemed immaterial if he could stay next to Rose the rest of the night.

A car horn blared below, sending a crack through the placid dream and causing Rose to frown slightly. When she spoke, there was a slight tremor in her voice. “You know, I always wanted to be a part of something better than the traffic and business meetings. That’s why I try my hardest, because, maybe through Rayburn, I can be a part of a family, a piece of something… special.” Her last words sounded more like a frightened plea, but it was rimmed with hope. “Do you think that’s possible?”

Lance raised himself up on one elbow and looked down on Rose’s soft curls and genuine face. “I think you’re already something special all by yourself,” he grinned, slightly embarrassed, but unable to help himself.

“But I’m not perfect,” she sighed, averting her eyes from his.

He reached up with one hand and slid it along her gentle face, tucking the loose strand of hair behind her ear. Her skin felt warm beneath his fingertips. “And yet I wouldn’t change a thing,” he whispered.

Her eyes flew back to his, drowning him in their glittering beauty. Her brow wrinkled ever so slightly, but her smile continued to grow. “But, I don’t understand. There’s no reason…” Her voice trailed off as Lance leaned in closer, the faint scent of fresh apples enticing him, her breath warm on his skin. Her face seemed to be reflecting the light of every star in the sky. She really was beautiful, his voice was barely audible when he said, “Well, I guess we just proved Michael wrong.”

His eyes closed as he leaned in to close the final inch between them, when he realized she was gone. His eyes flew open and he looked up just in time to see a flash of purple and bouncing brown curls jump through the elevator door. The line of gold light on the cold cement grew thinner and thinner before disappearing completely and leaving Lance, alone, in the dark.
                                                                                             
  Ruth Key

7/8/11

Mid Morning Dream

A ghost arrived in a mossy room
And in that place he set down his broom
And all the things that could think came there soon
To hear what he dared say 'neath befuddlegum blooms

So he tapped his glass
And spoke rather fast

"My friends, I've come to tell you
Of the things which are important
And I hope that you will get them in your heads
For nothing's more important
Than the things which are important
And that's why the important must be said.
Am I right?"
And no one could deny it
So nods bobbed every head
Mostly because no one
Understood what had just been said

"And now that I see we are in agreement
It is to you, friends, that I must lament
For to many a town and country I went
And none of them cared for what's important.
Do you understand?"

"We understand!" said the mouslings three
"And we heard what you said," said the two mice with glee
Then the one mousling said, "And I quite agree."
Then a satisfied snake slithered into the trees

The giraffe way up high said, "Pardon me?"
While the hat on his head said, "Me, too."
And the horn shouted, "Blah!" as loud as can be
While the hat on his bell said, "Me, too."
The rock sat quite still and stared silently
While the hat, unaware, said, "Me, too."
The monkey unzipped the sky and giggled with glee
While the hat, quite confused, said, "Me, too."

And the ghost stared in gloom
As he looked at the room
'Neath befuddlegum blooms
So he picked up his broom

And he left the crowd saying, "There's no hope for you!"
While the hat on his head all the way said, "Me, too."

6/29/11

Wayward Wings

A phantom flutter in the night
Awakes me from my sleep
The sound so soft it's often missed
When slumbering so deep
A whispered hush of fragile wings
On slender, moonlit backs
And noiseless toes placed lightly
Leaving stardust in their tracks
Tiny hands that tap the glass
Which the curtain shadow hides
Two souls who've wandered just too far
With fireflies in their eyes
And in the golden lamplight
Moth and June bug are all I see
But as I slip back into sleep
I know who they'll soon be

Duck Pond

Puffed out chests and nonsense words
Funny little things
Your waddled walk remains your way
Despite the laughs it brings

Chasing others 'round the pond
Noisy little things
Honk and quack just to hear the noise
At least, that's how it seems

Gather round the small boy's hand
Greedy little things
You snatch before the mother can
To feed her ducklings three

But when the gentle child runs out of crumbs
Not a single thank you passes your tongues
You wait only to see that he's done for the day
Then you shake your tail feathers and waddle away

6/21/11

Changing Things Around

What if one day A decided
To end the alphabet
And 2 got up and walked as far
From 1 as he could get
Then Notes would want to switch is up
And be all flats instead
And Blue would think that he should start
The rainbow and not Red
And Fish could fly and Giraffes would swim
And Joy replaced Regret
I'm sure we'd be confused if A
Was to end the alphabet

Up There

What's considered bright
What's considered clean
What's considered white
What's considered rare
Up there
They say it's all brand new
They say it's calm and free
They say it's dazzling, too
They say it's no more tears
Up there
He'll call us clear and bold
He'll bring us to His light
He'll make us new and whole
He'll cause us all to stare
Up there

Love Is Sideways

Caressed me in the warmest arms
Always standing by my side
Reminded me how lyrics live
You helped me come alive
Made me blush, though you couldn't see
Undid my heart's dull beat
Noticed me amidst the crowds
Danced me soft and sweet
Even though I could barely stand
Lifted my chin and took my hand
Love is sideways, but it's lovely

6/20/11

JSYK34: A Colorful Detour

If asked in an interview to describe myself, one of the last things that would pop into my mind is 'artist.' As I've grown up, I have always found art to be my weak link because I could never contain the amazing and wonderful things inside my brain on a piece of paper with a pencil. It just never comes out quite right. To the great dismay of many an art teacher, my grasp on reality is skewed slightly and my ability to represent the real world leaves much to be desired. For this reason, I put down my markers around seventh grade and picked up mechanical pencil, making an oath to never return to my artistic ways.

Well, I lied. The more I learn about drawing, whether through doodling, watching others, or simply observing, the more I enjoy hacking away at the white page until I create an 'explosion of imagination' so to speak. While my ability to contain reality is still somewhat incomplete, I find the products of my work to be more than satisfying. Perhaps you will find them so as well.

Muddled Imagination
(One of my earlier creations, a little faded from sitting by my sunlit window)

 Pixilated Universe
(It's not actually the picture that goes with the poem, but it would substitute nicely)
Fighting Fear
(Like I said, not exactly in touch with reality, but quite colorful!)
 
 Abracadabra
 Organized Chaos
(Actually the best out of a whole series of black-and-whites. Simply a way of emptying my brain of all the noisy nonsense that goes on up there, and it ends up rather interesting)


Tiny Dreams
(Drawn on the back of an index card in an extreme moment of boredom)

Plant Life
(Yes, based on the Owl City song. One of my newer scribbles)
 Edge of Alone
(Newest piece, slipping away from reality again, ah well)

Hope you enjoyed my splashes of color ~Starbeam

Shout Out X2

This is a double shout out to followers 9 and 10 because I have failed to recognize them as of yet.

Number nine! My favorite number, his blog is also quite inspiring. Check out this post, and you'll see what I mean. Thanks for following me back, J.T., and let's hope this is just the beginning of a beautiful friendship :)

An of course #10, K-Dizzle, I've been wondering how long it would take for you to follow me XD Maybe you were too busy studying for another test (studying like crazy, no doubt), but the point is you're here now! Good to see you're still alive, Katayoon :)

Well, pull up a chair, fill your glass with strawberry lemonade, and soak yourself in imagination, because the circus is back in town, and who knows what we might find...

6/13/11

NC

Worn combat boots
Coca-cola cans
Lost sandal rescues
And pencils in hand
These are North Carolina

Super hero shirts
Late football games
Unfair snacking tolls
And secret spy names
These are North Carolina

Strange family trees
Extremely bad puns
Lunch weather complaints
And walks in the sun
These are North Carolina

These are my friends
These are our stories
These are our laughs
These are our memories
They are my life there in North Carolina

Who Knows

You the first
Me the second
Maybe the third or the twelfth
Who knows

A bad goodbye
Lots of what ifs
Could I have left a dent?
Who knows

Late at night
You on my mind
Am I on yours as well?
Who knows

Changed for life
Will I come back?
Would you hold me as close?
Who knows...

6/6/11

Fireflight

Is it true you only sparkle
For the faint of heart
You have from the very start
Or was it just a dream

Is it true you're made of stardust
That is far from home
Or were those silly poems
That I used to read

Is it true you only twinkle
When a soul's alone
That's when the stars are prone
To shine their brightest

Will you keep me from the darkness
With your lemon lime light
As I run through the night
When the moon's its whitest

Because you'll never know
Just how far you'll go
Through a summer night
On a fireflight

Naomi

I'd give you my words
If I could, they'd be yours
For you'd use them much better than me
To tell of your days
And of simpler ways
And all of your sweet memories
I feel you know more
Than I could ever hope for
So I sigh when they talk of your end
Before our good Lord you'll stand
I'll not just loose your hand
I'll also be loosing a friend

~To Grandma

I Will Fly

The sky's too far away from me
And no one can tell me why
So stitch my wings back on for me
And back to it I'll fly

I'll join the other souls whose feet
Never really touched the ground
We'll soar above the milky clouds
And float high without a sound

The stars will be our ceiling
And we'll leave the floor behind
So stitch my wings back on for me
And back up to it I'll fly

6/4/11

JSYK33: Sitting Tree

So, it's happened. The big, bad, unthinkable, crazy, marvelous, daring, arduous, unexplainable, ridiculous, unexpected and expected has happened: I have moved to Oklahoma!

Oh no. Spare me the song that so many have burst into singing at the mention of this state. Does anyone actually know the words to this song? I have the movie, but it sits in the farthest recesses of the movie shelf and getting it out simply to listen to a song I've heard start over one hundred times seems a little backwards.

Anyway, It's hard to believe we've only been here for a week, actually even less. Our house is still the moving mess and is starting to show its true age as we use it more and more. However, it has some wonderful advantages:
  • Quiet neighborhood
  • Close to grandparents
  • Non-humid weather (it's 100 degrees, but it doesn't feel like it)
  • ***Fireflies***
And the last that this post is named for (for which this post is named, English teacher :p), is my sitting tree.

It was the very first thing I noticed when we pulled up. No one had informed me of the monster of a tree, with limbs just low enough to grasp, that sat resolutely in our front yard. It looks almost as if it has become weary over the many years it has stood in it's place because its trunk splits and then falls to either side, making a wide V. Its leaves aren't completely full, but leave just enough space for the sunlight to peek through onto your bare arms on a bright day. If you position yourself just right, the Oklahoma winds whips around the branches and tickles your back as it swirls your hair around your face.

Can you tell I love my tree?

The short amount of time we have lived here has mainly been spent sitting in the nook of said tree (which will most likely acquire a name by the end of next week). I grab my old and worn notebook and my iPod and can sit out there for days, watching the surprised looks on squirrels' faces when they realize the new addition to their surroundings, and being careful not to agitate the ants that occasionally wander in my direction. I haven't met many people yet, but from my perch I see many cars zooming by. They almost seem out of place in our quiet little neighborhood, as if everyone should cruise by and stop in for lemonade because, in such a place, what could one be in a hurry to do?

I feel almost as if God is whispering to me through the leaves while I sit there, making me laugh as the white, fluffy seeds of the milkweed float calmly by on the soft breeze, and making me sigh when the fireflies float just out of reach, disapear, and illuminate once again further away, only to fade back into the night. I thought about trying to contain it all in a poem, but honestly, my pencil just hovers above the blank page, as if it were all an inside joke between Him and me, as if containing it in my limited range of vocabulary would take away from the joy I feel in every moment I spend there, even if my legs go numb :)

Anyway, if my blog suddenly seems to be void of new posts, you know where to find me.

6/3/11

Bird Tree

The mockingbird waits
Until he sees the sun
Then he squawks and he squabbles
So that everyone
Can hear the man shouting
As loud as can be
"Wake up, sleepy heads!"
And hush says the tree

The baby jay's crying
Because he's got the flu
But mother blue jay
She knows just what to do
She gives him some honey
To help with his sneeze
"Eat your medicine, darling."
And hush says the tree

Constable Cardinal
Alert on his limb
Each bird follows the rules
For they are quite scared of him
He screams when two turtle doves
Kiss mischievously
"You're under arrest!"
And hush says the tree

Ms. Robin red breast
Pecks hard at the ground
She's begging for tid-bits
Making quite a loud sound
"Come out little worms
And be breakfast for me!"
Then she pecks the ground harder
And hush says the tree

The crows in sleek black
Walk so proudly, like they
Are above all the others
Though, they've not much to say
For when they open their beaks
Their talk is useless, you see
"Yeah!" is all they can say
And hush says the tree

The finches, so bouncy
Talk within their crowds
They're so tiny, however
That they don't get very loud
They are never alone
Always in groups of three
"Stick with me, my best friends."
And hush says the tree

Up above all this squawking
High Hawk circles slow
And if one gets too careless
Those sharp talons he'll know
He whispers so softly
Stalking on the soft breeze
"I'm here and I'm waiting."
And hush says the tree

Soon the sun starts to fade
In the darkening blue
And all the bird conversations
Start to fade away, too
And old owl sees me leaving
And hoots, "Good night," to me
Then the only sound left
Is the hush of the tree

5/31/11

From Here

Where do I go from here?

When someone takes my biggest dreams
And makes them all come true
And now I'm someplace new
But it's much further than it seems

When I've given all I have to give
In a moment that blinked by
Like a twinkle in your eye
Now I have to relearn how to live

When I reach the grandest races end
And I know that I love you
And I know you felt it, too
But now we part as reluctant friends


So, where do I go from here?

Should Haves

I should have walked a little slower
I should have held you a little closer
I should have talked a little softer
I should have held your hand a little tighter
I should have smiled a little wider
I should have sang a little smoother
I should have hugged you a little longer
I should have said I love you a little stronger
I should have made it last forever

What I wouldn't give
For a second chance

Still There

In the way I sit
In the way I stand
In the way I speak
In my eyes and hands
You're still there
In the songs I sing
In my fingertips
In my skipping heart
In my awkward lips
You're still there
Since I saw your eyes
From the time we met
From the cold sunrise
To the warm sunset
You're still there

And I can't help but wonder
If you're thinking of me
Where ever under
The sky you might be

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind" ~Dr. Seuss